Felicity.

2012-02-17T11:41:00.000+08:00

So I woke up... Feeling shitty.
Never fail to be sick after a paper.

Free soul.

2012-02-17T00:07:00.003+08:00

My one and only paper ended today, which puts me in a good mood! The feeling of freedom is really the best unexplainable one. I spent the past 4 days mugging, not really to my best extent? I could have done a better job studying but seriously 4 days of facing the books is really boredom. So sometimes, I cut some slack and just... Procrastinate. It's like I didn't really hard core memorise all the content with all the ***, so answers which I regurgitate on the paper today isn’t substantial. Whatever it is, I’m done for year 2.2!

I met Angela for lunch first at Clementi mall before heading to school for the paper. I have a bad crave for Mcflurry for dayssss, stressful exam period = in need of comfort food. In the end, we cabbed to school cause we spent too long at macs.

When the clock strikes 4.30pm, I was really overjoyed that it’s all over. :) Celebrated post-exam with Angela, Claudia and Samantha, those few whom im more close to. Since the rest left without saying a word. Luckily I passed them those little notecard I did a couple of days ago, before they vanished from my sight. Hope my blessings reached them!

Sam with her new babyphone.

First to Coronation Plaza to run an errand for Samantha. Then took a bus/mrt to Vivo city to for a good meal. The bus which we boarded was super humid and no ventilation. Poof. Reached vivo, took us quite some time to ponder over where to have dinner, Kim Gary Hong Kong Restaurant then! Quality time spent with little photos taken cause all of us looked really drained, tired and cui after a paper.

Plans of catching a flick was futile due to the timings. Maybe because today is a Thursday? So we just window shopped and left the place at 9plus. Pretty decent a post-exam activity. Unlike last August, still can recall Angela, Claudia and me headed for a Kbox session, we had some Tiger beer (haha!) and turned up for wheelpower training. (Y) Good times.

Thanks for the exam survival kit given after the exam (belated)! :)

So I came home feeling happy as there's no more stale air between me and Claudia due to some misunderstandings (even having a good chat right now!), spent some good time with good pals, ended my paper, received a text from vivian regarding my pay, chatted with Evon and she's stationed in Jurong Point for her training (YAY!) and later a meet up with an old friend.

Celebration time yeah? :))))

But before that, I needa sort out this messy life of mine. I guessed the harm is already done. For the past few months, I guessed I haven't been nice. The girls tell me that I should have been direct and not drag things out. I agree, probably my way of handling should not be so subtle? However, I've never like doing things so directly because I'm afraid I might lost another friend. In the first place, we were nothing to begin with... Probably just some good feelings towards each other, but soon I realized the reason why certain things should remain the way and did not work out the way you wanted is because of disparity in ideology which cannot be changed. If I had ever given you false hope or anything, I apologise. But everything that happened wasn't a make-up. Maybe karma is gonna hit me soon. Ha.

Many things I hope would happen this holiday. Before I be too happy about it, I better remind myself I still have to deal with diploma plus. Sian. So yah, I haven't really think of what to do this holidays. Uhm. Outing with the bffs is a must. USS, I hope? Or what they suggest picnic at marina barrage also sounds good. But seems like the tide is not over yet for most of them. And they are gonna have internship this holiday.... :( And outing with Angela & co? Malaysia trip with mumsie. Sneak to Malaysia with friends when my sister go Taiwan is the best plan yet to be planned. Hahah. Take up driving with Claudia? Meetup with my Evon? My goodness, my places-to-go and is neverending. And before fun comes, I needa go earn some cash first. heh.

Okay, I haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. STRESS. Once I close my eyes, the information starts to surface, pimples popping out and just when I though I need sleep the most... I'm still wide awake here!

Alright,
toodles.

2012-02-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

May all's well, end well.

;)

Happy Valentine's Day

2012-02-14T19:38:00.003+08:00

Okay, I’ve been missing.

Drowning in my sea of books. Actually book, which is enough to have me killed. It's one of those subject where the more I study, the more helpless I get. Hate it when you need to flip textbook left and right to tally the content present in the slides. No wonder they say, studying = students dying. Okay lame. So, before I lose my sanity with that crazy amount of knowledge, I better leave an entry here.

I hid my laptop away so that I wouldn’t be distracted to come online. But anyway, it’s not really helping because my dad left his iPhone behind before leaving to Indonesia. This makes internet a lot more accessible because I’m just a tap away!

A couple of days ago, Sunday, was Evon’s last day in Subway. A pity that I couldn’t be there for her due to unforeseen circumstances. Anyway, I left something for her which I hope would be useful for her new job. Seriously am not looking forward to go back and work when my best pal is not there already. :( That empty feeling. And soon my best pals are gonna be those pinoys.

So Valentine's today. And it doesn't hold any special meaning to me, then to study. Or maybe it kinda remind me how karma hits me. Haha. Every year manz. This is the consequence of not treating some one right, without fail, the memory still lingers in my mind. It's been like yearsssss. Anyway, can't really blame myself for having things turn out this way. ;) What can I do to make myself feel better...?

And, lovely Kay Fun thanks for your limited edition good luck charm! You girls mug hard and score well too! :)))))))

With all these said, I'm going back to date my book. My motivation is on and off. zzz. Can't wait to have my life back after the exam. I'll be back soon.

2012-02-11T03:21:00.002+08:00

Each time I go to work, I search for a reason why I'm still there. Apparently, it's just a matter of time. Every single thing frustrates me in the store especially the working attitude of others. People who draws higher salary are the slackers and people who draws little wages are those who worked like a bull. Where is fairness, initiative and teamwork? Empty talk.
And I finally spoke to Vivian about my pay, if it does not increase... I'll be the next one to leave after Evon.

These 2 days of work was a good way of taking a break from school. I finally know what I want, and gained an inspiration for my studies. People probably start mugging for Thursday paper and I must be crazy enough to still go work. Haha. Anyway, it was very much needed and this is not the time to even worry about all these miscellaneous stuffs in subway.

It's also my last day with Evon in the store. She's gonna be one person I'll miss working with very much. Anyway, it's almost 4am. No way I'm getting my body clock screwed. To be continued~

Toodles.